Sunday, June 7, 2009,6:52 AM
My phone!!!:D
Went to collect my phone yesterday, it took like around 3 danggg lonngg weekkks to get it fixed
Anyway glad to have it back :D Just that now i am not really use to it .HAHA.
Just came back from swimming with mummy, swam 4 laps cause my tummy is still full.
I must must MUST swim tomorrow morning !
I really really want to go to the beach!!
Since nobody seems interested, maybe liyana and i will be going to sentosa :D
Dece is in indo.:X Used to go out with them during the holidays and i love those times !
I hope syn yin can join us too :D.
Well if anybody is reading these,
If you are interested in going to beach with us, sms me !Ahh. Still miss patty :X waiting for her letter. HAHA.
Miss her tom yam noodle that she cooks for me .
Miss her bragging about thai idols.
And mostly ! Miss the time we spent , doing lame stuff like playing sims2:D
I really envy the way jana writes, damn nice :D
I going to go to her life journal every single day and read everything she writes.
I am a MAD FAN OF HERS!
Everybody seems so busy lately, I want to organize 6D'07 outing !
I got a SUN TAN!!
WOOTTT!
My skin is still kind of red D:
Yeah and my mom was like " You look like a malay " :O
But still i want a tan!
Going out with Laura tomorrow to see movie!
wahahahs!
I love Emelia's pencil box by the way, it looks like a chocolate box and it way cute .
Hope can go out with her too :D
I really did gave up searching for the damn job cause with my age , nobody is going to hire me.
Therefore, i going to find if i can do some charity job or whatever.
The moon is super duper nice tonight. Round round one D:
I want to fly to the moon !
I found out i downloaded loads of nice songs when i was sec 1.
WEE..! I love how Amy Pearson sings, with so much power and feel, it just makes me feel alot better:D
Jana i guess you are right, there is no such things as friends in the world.
They just want to get their goals.
Maybe i still searching for mine and i just stumbled to a wrong one.
A person who i thought could be an everlasting friend. A person who wronged me .
Maybe that is the cruel reality of life that we have to live with .
I have to treasure who i have now, cause i may never know when they will walk out of me.
The hurt you inflicted on me, can never replace the words that i spilled out right now.
Tears that just flowed which i don't have any fucking control over.
Now, i guess it wasn't worth it .
If you were to treat me this way, i rather we are better off without each other.
Yeah. It just hurts alot.
For starters, I didn't know you feel this way about me and that you can treat me like that.
It is childish that you are ignoring me, cause i want to talk it out with you.
But maybe you think i am not worthy enough to be you friend . Fine.
All i want to say is , PLEASE GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT.
I am hurt and DAMN FUCKING PISSED.
It is always me who goes begging for forgiveness when we both are in the wrong.
You are short-tempered , i am fine, I DEAL WITH IT.
Cause i thought being with you was fun and i wanted to be friends with you.
Everybody have weakness right?
If you want to point your middle finger just go ahead and point .
POINT ALL YOU WANT!
I was moody only when you were cold towards me .
Everybody will be moody once in awhile don't tell me you haven't ?
Yeah i admit i been moody. So ? everybody have feeling right?
Best friends are there for each other, maybe i have vent anger on you afew times.
But have you THOUGHT YOU VENT ANGER ON ME TOO?
For me, i don't mind it . That is what friends are for right?
When one is in need the other is there to listen to help.
I don't mind you venting anger on me.
Yeah. Everybody is different.
I admitted i not good in comforting people.
But did you hear what i say after the "aiya" or whatever shit?
Plus i am not annoyed at you. I know that you are sensitive.
Than what you want me to say?
Why are you always looking at the negative sides of people instead of the positive?
For goodness sake, if you thought i wanted to be like you.
That i idea NEVER CROSSED MY MIND.
I wasn't even saying about you if you saw my pm last time.
Plus the worse is , you never even given me a chance to explain myself.
After a day we went to tam, you became like this .
What i done?
Maybe i should start talking to bob, he will listen .
