Tuesday, July 14, 2009,7:27 AM
Those memories
I just received two photos when i was really young by my god-mother's daughter.
I look so happy and smiley, i don't know why D:
I look so damn innocent to be serious @_@
Think about it, i looked like an evil little monster HAHA.
This was my favorite shirt, i got like what, Pink,Blue,Yellow?
Plus i have no fashion taste @_@
So yup! Thanks to Ceon and Geraldine for the Elmo and sticky sweets.
Jun hui for your present.
Si han for the elmo too ! :D
I have like two identical elmo-s now, only different sizes . HAHA
Elmo wants to hug me ! LOOK AT SI HAN ! HAHAHAH ! the face :D So match Guo yuan :D
Zomg, I love Nineteen Minutes ! Damn freaking nice, i can't NOT put a finger on it.
This is what she wrote, and i find it really meaningful.
This was Peter's point of view."When you don't fit in, you become superhuman. You can feel everybody else's eyes on you, struck like Velcro.
You can hear a whisper about you from a mile away. You can disappear, even when it looks like you're still standing right there. You can scream, and nobody hears a sound. You become the mutant who fell into the vat of acid, the Joker who can't remove his mask, the bionic man who's missing all his limbs and none of his heart.
You are the thing that used to be normal, but that was so long ago, you can't even remember when it was like.
You can feel people staring; it's like heat that rises from the pavement during summer, like a poker in the small of your back. You don't have to hear a whisper,either,to know that it's about you. I used to stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom to see what they were staring at. I wanted to know what made their heads turn, what it was about me that was so incredibly different. At first I couldn't tell. I mean, i was just me. Then one day, when i looked in the mirror, I understood. I looked into my own eyes and i hated myself, maybe as much as all of them did. That was the day i started to believe they might be right...
I wonder what Brandon is feeling right now..
I hope that XinYing is feeling well now :D
Not that i am starting to believe what they were saying, i am just starting to realise, i am a fool for not figuring out earlier.
For her to ruin our friendship , it is not worth it.
I really want to talk to you, I don't want to say anything bad about her, I just want you to know what i feel.
But i don't know how to approach you..
Basic NCO camp T_T .
Damn, can i say i dread to go to the camp ?
Yes, I CAN ! Hee !
<3
